Sunday, February 28, 2016

My ACJC Experience (Part 2)

Education
So here comes the important question: How is the education like in ACJC? After all, it is one of the most important aspects when it comes to choosing a JC right? As widely known, its niche is in arts as compared to science.

Based on my experience, the chemistry, math, econs and GP department are all good, but that does not equate to good teachers. For me my econs and GP tutors really suck lol but surprisingly they are my best performing subjects most of the time. As for physics, based on forums and word-of-mouth, it is true that the department is not that good, but I got the best tutor in AC as she has 25 years of teaching experience and is the national physics olympiad coach.

To make it clearer, the resources given by the physics department are sufficient and sometimes pretty good. But unless it is my tutor lecturing for the lectures, the lectures are pretty bad to me as they don't really explain well enough when teaching. It is probably a vast difference from the tuition centres you go to.

What also annoys me is how almost all the departments accept GP give suggested solutions for A levels. For econs, I only got 2 years of TYS solutions from my tutor, screened in class, while for chem and physics, we are expected to follow the erroneous solutions from the publishers. After discovering how bad the physics solutions by shinglee were, my physics tutor screened to us her own solutions for some of the years but did not allow phototaking or whatsover. I mean why not be like HCJC or RJC where they give out standardised solutions for the whole cohort? As a result I ended up with like 3 or 4 physics solutions book from different publishers cos i couldn't trust any one completely.

My deepest regret in JC would be not getting any tuition, thinking I might be able to get As with my own effort and self-studying. My prime reason was that I did not want to burden my parents financially, and honestly, I thought I could do it, with just the help of external resources (if needed) and a little discipline.

But no. Every test just seems to prove me otherwise; I just wasn't smart enough. And it was only until the revision nearing A levels then I got the sudden realisation of how useful tuition can actually be, and lift you off the burdens you have during revision when you struggle to figure out a concept or your mistake. I would get chem tuition if I could turn back time because I just couldn't do well enough for an A. I mean, just think about investing in tuition for your 'A's and then with these grades, get a scholarship which will relieve you of the uni fees; an investment!

And if things just can't get any worse, I did not pass my MYE; I failed all my 3H2s. Worst is, I had the WHOLE JUNE to study for it! But actually no, I was involved in Ultimate Interjc in the first week and only had the last week to do some real revision after all the catching up and tutorials I had to do. I was really disappointed with my results, as it was my first time not making the passing mark.

But well, what really gave me a wake up call was when 2-3 weeks before A levels, my physics tutor was telling me that she thinks I can still get a B for A level physics. Like what even... I was aiming for an A sigh. And she was telling me how my other classmates are already finishing tons of revision papers while I have only done 1 or 2 which I used them to consult her. Then I knew, my A levels prep is screwed up.

If I had to sum up JC education, it is that it is really tough af. Juggling everything is a real struggle, and you got prioritise what you want. The academic rigour is not to be underestimated. A'level results are coming out this Friday, and I really don't know what to expect. I really wish I will be happy, and satisfied. Let all my efforts be paid off.

Memories
With that said, did I regret joining squash and ultimate which could have been a cause of such results? No. In fact, they are the best thing that happened to me in AC. And if I never I had joined them, I can't imagine how my life in AC would be like; I would totally dread school.

Ultimate. How do i even begin. The first thing that comes to my mind is FAMILY. The people there are ever so supportive, and everyone comes for trainings out of sheer passion. We travel 30 min every training to west coast park from school, train till lights out, train in rain and mud, train with our heart. ACJC Ultimate is not a CCA in ACJC, and it is just an interest group. Now, the school wants us to change our club's name so that we wont misrepresent them. But our heart will always remain the same, as one.
Due to my cca commitments and the A div season in 2015, I missed a lot of ultimate trainings. I returned after season and trained for IJC in June. It was an intense fight and competition. Attaining the 4th place, we had our fair share of regrets on the field. I could still vividly remember how some of us teared during our debrief, including myself; it was truly a moment where I felt thankful to be part of this amazing team with wonderful memories shared, and I hope our juniors will continue to fight hard and return stronger.

Squash is a sport I thoroughly enjoy, and I was glad I was given opportunity to take up this sport, and even a chance to be a captain for my team. We trained really hard and trainings and the PTs are always intense, draining my energy and leaving little for school work. Alas, we got a 5th place, the plates champion, breaking the record of being in the top 4 constantly for the past 9 years ever since we started.
Even though the team wasn't exactly the most bonded CCA, I met great juniors, had an awesome coach which made me enjoy trainings, and even made a close bro there :) And of course, the squash girls too. Although we only became closer after our cca season, I'm glad at least we did. Special mention of celery who is the pillar of this group HAHA.

One of my best memories in AC is from CCAAB camp in nov 2014, which is a camp for leaders from ccas and houses to prepare for the upcoming leadership in the year ahead in J2. There are several elements in the camp similar to what occurs in NS, such as the changing parade. But it is definitely an experience unforgettable.

All the moments in the 3D2N camp felt surreal - how we encouraged each other and worked as a team, and the insightful inputs by all leaders alike. I learnt a lot as a leader from this camp. We even bought our own shirt which says Franklin in the front! For this, I'm thankful for AC too.

Funorama is also one of the most fun event which happens bi-annually in AC! Can you believe we actually made 700K+ from that fun fair? All the efforts put into raising funds for our fun fair when we were selling food and all sorts in school were interesting as people ooze out every creativity they have. We sold ramly burgers and managed a game stall as a class. Every class had to manage a food and game stall each and it really wracked our brains at the start for ideas! Anyway this year I'm coming back to funorma not as a stall runner but as a participant! On 2nd April! Do come down!!

Green Arrow /who lives in a shit. We all really have come a long way, dated all the way back to OG days. Fortunate to have met y'all, having someone to turn to in these tough 2 years. Hope our outing to USS will come true one day aha.

And also, BBB. Darren and Aaron are also in this clique but we don't have a full strength photo. Somehow expanded when nearing A levels LOL but yes lots of fun times with them, and certainly in the future too :)

Lastly, 2SB2. Spent 2 years with them studying for the most dreaded A levels. It was a fun class tbh, with a diverse mix of people from different backgrounds. Sad to say, I wasn't bonded to the class, probably due to my overbearing nature of  'work before play', where I prioritise studies a lot, and often chose academics over social interactions. One thing I realise is, once the period to get close to the people around you is over, you have missed it and you can never get it back. There is always this window period where strangers and even just friends go through interactions to determine the social group dynamics and cliques form. Being a 'thinker' person rather than 'feeling' person, I can neglect relationships. But nevertheless, I still made 1 or 2 close friends from my class :)
"Your Commander personality can sometimes leave you feeling lost and alone. Relationships with friends, colleagues and partners can be tricky to maintain, despite your good intentions. But when you do make a connection, it’s usually a strong, rewarding bond." 
This extract from my personality page is rather apt and it explains all that has occurred.

Discovering myself
At the start of JC, we were made to do the MBTI personality test to help group ourselves for PW. We were somehow only given our profiles at the start of J2. After reading mine, I was rather amazed by its accuracy, but did not pursue further.

Later into the year, celine talked about how true her personality is and that intrigued me to read up about mine online again. I was taken aback that more than 90% of what is said about me is accurate. It all makes sense to me. About my nature. About how I have been acting.

I'm a rather insensitive person, and from then onwards I realise how I always have the urge to make insensitive remarks out of fun. But knowing myself better has given me a chance to work on this flaw and be more conscientious. I was really immersed in knowing myself deeper. But all is too late to change anything as it is already approaching the end of year for us all.

One thing which annoys me most, and was pointed out explicitly, is inefficiency. Not talking about small stuffs, but big stuffs like academics. Like I began to realise how I often curse in GP and econs lesson, lamenting about the tutors' incapability at teaching and explaining.

Anyway it felt really good to know your friends' personality too and then read it up to realise they match too. Idk why but I always analyse people and things. But the year of 2015 is definitely a different year for me, as I try to figure out who I am, and my self-identity, and what has attributed to what has occurred in the past years dated back till secondary school days. I had a lot to think.

Final words
Pretty long post isn't it? Damn, it is already 2am. Probably spent more than 4h on these 2 posts alone. To sum it up, ACJC definitely has left me pleasant memories. It has lived up to its name of being a party school, as seen by how ACSians always frequent night clubs. Sad to say 2014 was the last year they allowed birthday bash, where they banned it after a guy was tied to the huge ass pillar near CPA and got egged and floured LOL. But it was all in the name of fun but some discipline teacher saw it and classified as bullying lmao. Oh I forgot to mention we have a pretty good looking principal too ;) I always enjoy singing the national anthem in J1 where my class sat near the stage HAHA.

One of the wisest words from her which etched my mind are: You are special, but not that special. It just means everyone is different and unique, and we shouldn't strive to be like others; we should just be the best versions of ourselves. Every single one of us has our own talent and speciality, and has our own role to play in society; we don't need to be the smartest or prettiest. Learn to love yourself before you love others.

P.S. If you would like to read a good blog post about HCJC life from my sec school senior which went viral, you can view it here

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